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jang eun 은 ([personal profile] lastcall) wrote in [community profile] loccent 2020-05-17 06:06 am (UTC)

[When he puts it that way it's hard for her to argue with him. Beautiful and intelligent is everything she wants to be. Everything she thinks herself to be and how she generally comports herself. More than that, his attitude that he is lucky to have her is exactly what she's wanted in a man. Someone who sees her value.

She thought she knew all of her flaws going into this, and thought she could handle them all. The problem is she never anticipated any of this. The previous times they had talks like this, she found herself later regretting how much she said. How much she rambled. Eun tries this time to put it simply.]


I care more about you so much, in such a short period of time, that it's apparently turned me into an occasional lunatic because my relationship inexperience means I don't know how to handle those feelings well. Or the related thoughts and questions. The more I try to figure things out and get a handle on it, the more I feel like I'm just digging myself in deeper which starts the cycle all over again. I mean, this is the third conversation we've had like this, this morning alone.

[Her head gently falls forward, forehead resting against his shoulder.]

You have centuries more experience than I do, isn't this sort of learning period the last thing you'd want to deal with in a prospective partner? How is it not sending you a million red flags or running for the hills when faced with someone who apparently cannot get a grip on herself and keeps complicating things?

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