[She takes his hand of course, glad to take it. This time, she laces their fingers together and with some guidance settles them on her thigh. His answer makes her happy. While she hadn't felt guilty for pulling them back to the pack--honestly it was likely expected that at least Eun would join everyone--it certainly made her feel better to know that it hadn't been so much of a trial for him that he didn't enjoy himself.]
I think I want to say something before we get inside. [Because once they get inside she doesn't want to talk about it, she just wants to be with him and just...let things go as they will.] Reminders. Just so that you're on the same page because I'd rather say it all now than in the moment.
[Because whenever they get into the mood with things, the last thing she wants to do is kill it with talk like this. With her being so clear, and concise and not at all caught up in him.]
It's been a year for me, and the last time I was with someone I was still human. [That part is easy, she feels certain he already knows. The length of time is the least of her worries, but that she's never had sex since her attack seems significant.] But also...it's never been with anyone I cared about before.
[And apparently that makes her care a lot more that this first time goes well.]
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[She takes his hand of course, glad to take it. This time, she laces their fingers together and with some guidance settles them on her thigh. His answer makes her happy. While she hadn't felt guilty for pulling them back to the pack--honestly it was likely expected that at least Eun would join everyone--it certainly made her feel better to know that it hadn't been so much of a trial for him that he didn't enjoy himself.]
I think I want to say something before we get inside. [Because once they get inside she doesn't want to talk about it, she just wants to be with him and just...let things go as they will.] Reminders. Just so that you're on the same page because I'd rather say it all now than in the moment.
[Because whenever they get into the mood with things, the last thing she wants to do is kill it with talk like this. With her being so clear, and concise and not at all caught up in him.]
It's been a year for me, and the last time I was with someone I was still human. [That part is easy, she feels certain he already knows. The length of time is the least of her worries, but that she's never had sex since her attack seems significant.] But also...it's never been with anyone I cared about before.
[And apparently that makes her care a lot more that this first time goes well.]